i’m back. back in my room. back in this house. back in this city. both of us are different i suppose; feel rather.
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Back in KTM with Hajur Amma
Saturday, January 3rd, 2009Thailand – dragon fruit, mangosteen, herbal sauna, bungalow
Tuesday, October 7th, 2008Ahhhh, listening to Hanuman Chaleesa (Krishna Das) in a sweet little bungalow surrounded by cashew trees. Arrived yesterday afternoon.
Truth has been showing all that Koh Pan Phang has to offer – awesome snorkeling, delcious fruit, … I’ve never seen some of these fruits before. Mangosteen is like a cross between a lichee and grapefruit. Dragofruit is a gnarly purple colored fruit with a white, pulp inside dotted with black seeds.
Snorkeling I saw puffsigh, rainbow fish, super vibrant purple & turquise fish, schools of fish, coral, anemone, and more. So much space in the ocean to swim in true 3d, like a dolphin.
Full, long, wonderful day
Wednesday, September 17th, 2008I feel beautiful right now. Today as a whole, in general. My hair looks and feel good, my face is freshly shaved, complexion relatively good, feel more vitality each morning since getting over the virus, mind is alert, ideas are flowing, motivation is there to tackle problems and explore, communication is harmonious with ashram mates. What in all this or beyond this is the source of my happiness at this moment and what causes it to change. IS it because things are “going my way?”
Didn’t do 2b practices at 5pm so I’m in the position of having to do them now (9pm). Hoi 
, not sure I’m up to the challenge.
Again the feeling is strong that everything I ever ask for is given some time later. Tonight we chanted vedic style mantras/chants. I’ve wanted to do that for awhile now. What seeds am I planting now is the form of desires and intentions that will manifest later?
Wasn’t able to get my machine to be recognized as web server by other computers on network. I really spent a lot of time on this today and still not clear on where the block is. Tried various firewall tools to accept port 80 requests. I think I need to first show up on the network with my domain/machine name.
Decided to not try and do practices tonight. Keen to try and make this multi-os compatible cd 
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