Archive for December, 2008

Conversations with Grandfather – first attempt

Wednesday, December 31st, 2008

I sat and chanted aum, then gayatri for intuition and cleansing of energy in room, then mahamrityunjaya for protection, then asatoma, then loka samastha.

I looked around the room in slight fear about what I am attempting. I hear hb’s (hajur bua)  voice say: we are of another plane. no harm can come to you physically. here we go…

Baba are you there? If so, darshan.

ma hei chu.

hajur lai kei bhana man laacha? malai ki hajur amma lai? jo lai bhaye pani, ma sunchu.

my mind is wandering. i feel sleepy. his words and voice seemed clearer before but now i am spacing out. i shall try again tomorrow. i see a smile on his face. i too am smiling.

la, la, la

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Time travel, seeing double, and feeling the heat

Tuesday, December 16th, 2008

Kriya Yoga course started this morning in Rickia. We were all told to sleep nice and early yesterday (7:30pm). Swami Satsangi said the most restful sleep occurs *before* midnight. That’s interesting. Anyways, I did sleep quite early and had some very unique dreams during the early morning hours.

I woke up. It was extremely bright. I thought I’d overslept. I went outside and it was very hot. Felt like a classic, intense summer day. Then someone told me it was only 5:30am. I don’t ever recall feeling heat so vividly before in a dream.

I am in an elevator. It is changing and warping in non-symetrical ways. When the door finally opens, I become the witness. Kamesh walks in and tells Kamesh (who is the person in the elevator, who I thought was me) that it’s pretty futurisitic out there and to be careful of something. I remember clearly noting the double Kamesh effect and the reference to the future.

With earlier bed times, I look forward to having more dream time and trying some dream practices again.

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